I am
writing and confessing this after much thought. And all this while it has been
hard to articulate it, after rehearsing several beginnings and ends, here’s what
I have to finally tell you…
You were
once my love and there were times I looked forward to be back in you arms, but
over all this time I now have a newfound love for whom I can sacrifice all the
importance and place you ever held in my life. This I know could be quite
shocking and parting surely is never that easy and even I miss you a lot, but
when I see the smile of my newfound love, your remotest of thoughts and
memories leave me.
All this
while I was trying to hold on to you and was finding ways of being together,
but life made me to make a choice and accept this change, so I can maintain a right
rhythm and find a new balance. I know it's going to be tough, all the more for
me, as I have a long history with you, one that has been witnessed and told by
the linen on my bed and I am going to miss the mushy nights spent with you. But
all I can say and that too without any regrets is that I am letting you go, for
what matters most is my newfound love and I can just do anything for our love
story to bloom.
Goodbye
Sleep, my newfound love- my Baby Girl is up and waiting for me.
Let me
know if a few secret meetings could help you get even with it.
Once
yours lovingly,
Now
proud mommy,
Himani~
Being Mom(me)
